Tune In and Take Control

Jacqueline Fairbrass lighting a candle and saying a prayer

In 1985 my life turned upside down and inside out. I was living in a basement apartment in a motel. Saving for a down payment on my first home in Canada. Working full-time in an accounting office. Kids in Montessori in the mornings and with a care giver in the afternoon. And my mother and…

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What does the heart want? That’s where the real wisdom lies

hand heart sunset

Sometimes it’s easier to just walk away Knowing when isn’t always easy Come back to your heart What does the heart want? That’s where the real wisdom lies I shared this simple poem that I’ve written on Facebook. And was surprised by the reaction. Truth be told, I’ve not a huge following, but for several…

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I am alive. My broken Heart beats. I breathe

Rear view of Jacqueline Fairbrass sitting in a bed of daffodils looking at high stone wall

I cried this morning Not the soft, sweet tears of lovely memories gently healing my heart No. Ugly, gut-wrenching sobbing Angry tears Bitter loss Heart cracking wide open again Grief doesn’t follow a straight path Grief ebbs and flows, bobs and weaves ‘Floats like a butterfly, stings like a bee’ I’ve hit a rough patch…

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Living Juicy

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“A succulent wild woman is one of any age who feels free to fully express herself in every dimension of her life.” S.A.R.K. from the book Succulent Wild Women I was in a dark place. Back in the late 90s. I felt myself thundering towards doom. Bankruptcy. Divorce. Illness. Now, gently looking back, with kind…

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